||[Jan. 19th, 2005|06:53 pm]
Home In Sunnydale
I was left in Angel's office, the silence scaring me. He had gone to call Willow or Xander or even Dawn. Whoever was home now. Oh god. What will they think? Will they believe Angel? If Willow answers then yea, probably. But if Xande answers, he'd probably think Angel was playing some sick joke. And if Dawn answers..oh god. Dawn. I can't even imagine what she'd think.|
Tears started welling up in my eyes, as memories from when I died rushed back to me. I was standing up on top of that tower, telling Dawn that I loved her and telling her to be brave for me. Then I ran and there I was, jumping off the tower, flying through the sky like a bird. Then it was over. I don't remember anything really, but I ended up in that place, where Angel was. I think he called it Pylea or something. I wonder why they wer there. I also don't know how the hell I ended up there. I was in Heaven though, I do rememvber that part. I was happy and at peace and Mom was there. Then all of a sudden, I wasn't anymore. I couldn't tell if it was a spell or anything, I just don't know.
Then, I just broke down crying. I couldn't stop this time. I was so confused and I felt so lost and alone, even though Angel was here. Part of me wanted to go back to Heaven because I was happy. But then the other part of me just wanted to go home to my friends and family and get some answers to why I was back. Giles would really come in handy now.
Finally, I got up and tried to stop crying. I opened the door and walked out of Angel's office. I walked down the hall and around the corner until I saw Cordelia. I walked up to her and tried to smile, still looking red, puffy-eyed from crying.
"Could I maybe stay with you? I don't want to be alone right now." Iput my arms around me and shivered. Yea, this was Cordelia but right now, she was the only person I knew and felt at least somewhat comfortable around..until Angel came back that is.
((open to Cordelia))